March 2015
I am ashamed to say that I am in the worst shape I've been in since post-pregnancies' level. I have always carried the motivation with me, or at least the drive to not stop in spite of lacking will-power. I had people watching me, counting on me, looking to me as their example or inspiration. I was the poster child for weightloss and fitness. I had maintained an 80 pound reduction for several years. I could eat healthy in the midst of a grand party, exercise when all around me were vegging, and encourage others to push themselves outside of comfort zones. I've been the guinea pig, the muse for someone looking to begin their training business. I've coached, trained, and challenged others on to great results. I've lead others into that same position as leaders themselves.
Right now, I have no one that needs me. Needing it for just myself alone doesn't seem to be enough.
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